July 19th, 2006



I had my audition. I froze up with the one on one part. I just want to run and hide. I don't see how I'm going to be able to do anything any more when I'm crippled with such self-doubt and fear. And I get confidence back if I never do anything. *sigh*
angry storm


Oh and I was the victim of retalitory negitive ebayfeedback today. It really sucks. You go throguh the seller's history and for every negative comment there is a relatitory negative comment with almost the same text every time.