September 10th, 2015

nicki window

idle thoughts

The summer was wonderful in so many ways. It is nice to be back teaching taiko, but I am also stressing myself out about it a little too. In general things are fairly good, but I'm still feeling like I don't have a "purpose." This is what my depression latches onto when it comes. I'd still like to be doing more, but maybe I need more patience with myself, rather than berating myself for this year went.

It's hard to know the difference between giving myself a break and wasting time.

Anyway, nothing profound here, just an idle thought I wanted to journal to read again sometime later.