Someone I am is waiting for my courage (forgotten_aria) wrote,
Someone I am is waiting for my courage


I kind of lost it today in tiako. Iwas doing ok, even after saying embarassing things I shouldn't have, ut then I just started screwing up alot and my relex to compare myself to people (spefically the people who have played for 4 weeks being better than me) and just got miserable. i wish I cold just enjoy things, rather than always evaluating my progress... as long as my teachers arne't annoyed at me, then it doesn't matter how slowly I learn and I'm sure being miserable during class won't make them any more happy with me.

Grrr... *whine*
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