So why don't I go?
Is it the thought of the money? I had fun last week and it's exercise, so I shouldn't feel too bad about $10.
Is it the though of having to shower the smoke out of my hair afterwards? It's annoying but not that annoying.
I think it's that I need someone to care that I'll be there, but there are people who were looking forward to me being there.
I'm still waffling.
Maybe I should still go...