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10 May 2014 @ 08:00 pm
perspective  
I realize that talking about mental health in "public" as the Internet is, isn't very accepted, but I don't think that's the way it should be. So here's today's relation.

I've had enough happy days over the past few years, that now that my depression is returning more often, I have a very different perspective. Today I could see exactly how I was preventing myself from enjoying the day. That isn't to say I could stop it, but I could see exactly how my own brain chemistry was coloring everything else and I know that missed being able to shed the despair and anger and just enjoy the people and the day.

I can now understand what it must be like to be around me when I'm like that, since there was a part of my brain basically being brought down by my own mood and I kind of felt bad at the rain cloud I was on such a happy day.
 
 
 
chenoamegchenoameg on May 11th, 2014 11:32 am (UTC)
I think this is a very neat revelation.
champagne and formaldehydecoffeekitty on May 11th, 2014 09:55 pm (UTC)
i'm not sure what i want to say about this, but i've read it over several times, and want to say thank you for writing it.