I was happy on the first few takes, but after the string of mistakes a lot of bad memories came back, so I'm a little sour in the video. My technique is still horrible and I don't feel like I'm much better musically than I was for my Grandmother's video. The progress is so hard to see, but I know it's there in subtle ways. But it's still so long off before I can perform.
Sometimes I really don't know why I'm even kidding myself. I'm never going to be a musician again now that taiko is a closed door. Well, at least I got my chance on the stage for a little bit.
